Make it a sweet goodbye.

The day started out like any other. I woke up, ate breakfast, and started to get ready for the day. Little did anyone know that our lives would drastically change in a matter of minutes with one phone call...

As I went to get ready to take a shower, my mom received a phone a call. I could hear her talking in the disbelief tone of voice, trying so hard to keep her composure. I ran into the room my mom was in to try to get some information of what was going on. When I reached my mom, she had tears streaming down her face, gasping for air. I assumed the worst, thinking it was about my dad. I was able to calm my mom down enough for her to say "Dawn....dead". With this news, I took a breathe of relief, thankful nothing had happened to my dad, but heart broken about her friend. Trying my best to keep my composure, I told my mom to get dressed and we'll go to the hospital and find out what exactly is going on. Maybe something got lost in translation and someone is making the situation worse than it actually is. We got dressed as fast as we could, my mom was in no condition to drive so I grabbed my keys and we left for the hospital. Driving as fast and safe as I could, we arrived at the hospital just before 11:30AM. We made our way to the ER so we could find the family. Once we found the family, the next order of business was finding out what exactly happened. The time was maybe 11:35AM when we found out that our family friend had indeed passed away. Family and friends gathered in the hallway, crying and wondering why. We all just wanted answers. She was so young, but the only thing anyone could think of was that God has called her home to His kingdom. But the weird thing is, just this past Monday she was out running and doing her every day activities with no problems, and this morning there was no sign of anything wrong. Se had taken the dog out and got short of breath so she went back in and used her asthma inhaler, which according to her husband didn't really help much. The ambulance was called and by the time they had arrived, she was gone. We don't know all the details just yet but from the looks of it, we think she passed of a heart attack.

We went back to her room and saw her her just lying there lifelessly. It was so hard to see my mom in the state she was in at that very moment. Seeing my mom hold her dead friend's hand and begging her to just simply wake up, is something I don't think I'll ever be able to forget. Me and mom went over to the family's house to be with them during this hard time. No one really knows what to do, we all keep thinking that she's going to walk through the door wondering why so many people are in her house. Nothing is ever going to be the same. The days my mom walks into work and her not being there to great her, the days I go to visit mom and her coworkers and she not be there, nothing will ever be the same. Even her family at Christmas time will never be the same, just a constant reminder that she will not be there with them to enjoy her family opening their gifts and seeing the excitement on their face. Mom is upset about the whole situation, wishing for just a few minutes with her so she could talk to her. We'll get through this hard time as the time passes but for right now, if any of you out there reading this is religious, please pray for all the families affected by this.  

*A few days later*

The funeral was beautiful but gloomy. Knowing she was only a year or two younger than my mom and still had so much in life to come, it was hard to lay her body to rest.We learned that it was a blood clot in her lung. She was such a beautiful lady and will be missed greatly. She could light up a room with one little phrase or simply just by flashing a smile. Rest in peace dear friend, we love you and miss you so much. 

*A few months later* 
Her family is still finding it hard to come to reality with the death of our dear friend. My mom tells me everyday how her children come to her explaining how they just want their mom back. They do know she is in a better place now though, but even that being said it does not make the pain they fell any less painful. Losing a loved one is not easy on any one. My mom seems to be doing a lot better though. Even though she lost a dear friend she seems as if she has accepted what happened. It is still hard though, walking in the class room and not seeing her welcoming face but that's just something new to get use to, if we will ever get use to it..

So I've Been Living In Disney

For the past few months I have been living in Orlando, Florida. But not only that, I’ve been working for the happiest place on Earth: Walt Disney World!! It has been the most exciting part of my life up to this point. I’ve met so many people from all over the world and have been a part in helping dreams come true! I’ve also become friends with people from all over the U.S as well as people from other countries, whom I’m going to miss terribly once my time here ends.

So what is it like working for WDW you may ask? Well, it’s exactly like you would imagine! Magical! I have a role in Quick Service Food & Beverage (QSFB for short) and to be completely honest I was not too thrilled when I started my first day of work. I was new to the area and not to mention never worked a day in my life so it was all a bit over whelming. But as my first day progressed I became a little more comfortable with my job and of course started making friends with some of the other newbies in my location. My coworkers are like my family and I would not trade them for anything in the world. Are they annoying? Yes. But they are some of the most down to Earth people I have ever met and I love them more than anything, even though some of them like to talk in our Facebook group until 3am after working a six hour shift. We are like our own little tightly knit family. But the down side to being so close to one another, nothing gets past any one. If something happens to one person, we all know within a matter of seconds. It’s almost as if you’re back in high school and you say something to your best friends and someone overheard you and then a rumor has caught like wildfire and everyone knows.

The housing situation is pretty interesting though. I live with 3 other girls in a 2 bedroom apartment, and it seems like we do not have enough room to put things away. Every place I look there is always, and I mean ALWAYS, something that belongs to someone just laying around somewhere. Now we aren’t slobs or anything but we just tend to leave things in every room. The only room that is a real mess is the kitchen and that is because we never want to clean up the dishes we use, so they usually just end up sitting in the sink until someone decides to wash them (which is pretty gross I know) but it works for us. It doesn’t really make sense but whatever works. Now of course we have our share of dumb fights (most of which revolve around the dishes) but in the end whatever we were arguing about is usually taken care of and everything is back to how it was before.

Days off are some of the best days of my life. Not only do I get to spend it with friends but I always to get to go play in the parks that is known as the happiest place on Earth. And I can assure you, I have never been happier in my life than I am now. I’ve gotten to meet so many of my favorite Disney characters (including Peter Pan and Wendy!!) which could not have been a greater experience. Disney is truly magical! From the shows I’ve seen probably 100 times by now (which NEVER get old) to just simply walking around the parks with my 5 best friends, Disney will be and is a home to me. If any of you out there reading this post are thinking of doing the Disney College Program, I highly suggest you do it. DCP has been the best experience of my life and I would do it all over again if I could, which speaking of, I’ve extended my program until August, so be on the lookout for some wild stories of the crazy things me and my friends get into.